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No really, I'm alive... This is not a drill?
Yeah, I know I've abandoned my art (and motivation, and dreams, and aspirations, and-) lately, but I'll never completely leave. I'll always come back to it in a bit.
Bit. Year. Whatevs.
How's everyone been?
Yeah, I know I've abandoned my art (and motivation, and dreams, and aspirations, and-) lately, but I'll never completely leave. I'll always come back to it in a bit.
Bit. Year. Whatevs.
How's everyone been?
I'm Not Dead, But My Passion is...
Just here to make my annual 'I'm not dead, even though I have absolutely no passion for anything anymore, and I'm utterly devoid of any creative thought/process/feeling and medication is pretty much the only thing keeping me on this long slog towards the inevitable-' post.
Um. Didn't make one last year cuz my Mom died, like, two days before her birthday. And my Uncle told me he'd just found out he had cancer on the same day. So. Yeah.
It was not a fun time.
He's good (?) now. The cancer turned out to be such a slow-growing, nonaggressive kind that, at his age, he'll more likely die from natural causes or something else.
But yeah. I'm not
Promises, Promises...
Yeah, about that once a week goal? Difficult with a full time job.
Don't get excited, it's just an overnight position as an inventory associate at Wal-Mart, but it's a job. I'm, honestly, not overly fond of it. I've never been so covered in bruises, and one of the co-managers is usually in a bitchy mood, but the job itself is fine. As it is, I'm thinking of switching to substitute teaching in the fall, and definitely going back to school for a more specific degree in the future.
So, while I fail at setting and keeping goals for myself, at least those few of you who care know where I am.
A Decision (un)Made
So I'm a little over my once a week goal, but eh. At least it hasn't been a year...
Anyways. I have made a somewhat major decision: next month I am going to enroll (re-enroll) at the community college I graduated from in 2012. This time I'm going for a three semester long program for an associate's to be a medical administrative assistant. I still want to be a writer, I will always want to write, but I'll still need a more secure and steady job in case things don't work out the way I want.
Short journal entry, but better than nothing.
EDIT:
Uh, yeah, okay, so turns out I'm not going back to school. Oops. I recently discovered a job
The Epic Return!
So... I've been gone a while.
There's actually a fairly justifiable reason for my disappearance. Aliens? No. Kidnapping? After a fashion. Stalling? Yes. So many times: yes.
Okay, so, here goes: 2014 was both a horrible and wonderful year for me. I graduated from university (Oh my Bejeebus, I has a degree? WHAAAAT?!), but only a few months prior we euthanized my 16 year old pug dog, Holli. While I was unofficially-officially diagnosed with depression way back in 2012, Holli's passing kind of sealed the deal, and I spent the summer and most of fall in a depressed haze. While the anxiety has all but completely vanished, I had/have absolutely N
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I know the feeling. I've started about 5 different drawings and finished none of them. Although I did do an abstract painting when I was home for a funeral...
Dreams and aspirations? I vaguely remember those...
Dreams and aspirations? I vaguely remember those...